Pray for me

Have a really sad story )': Just now my mom told me that i didnt get to go to Teknik SP 2 school . I was soo frustrated .  But why ? Then my mom told me..

Mom : Dear , im soo sorry but u didnt get to that school .
Me : My GOD ! I dont want to stay at Bandaq . [ my old school ]
Mom : But the headmistress told me that the school and the subject u want  and like were full .
Me : Mom ! GOD !!! plzzzzz , let me get into it . Shit ! Shit ! haih , what else can we do if i really want to go to that school oso ?
Mom : Yes , insyaallah u can . But not at Teknik SP 2 but at Taiping . Few place left . Its ur subject . U want or not ?
Me : What else can i say . YES . But its too far , isnt it ? Dont u think ?
Mom : If u really want to go i nvm but u must promise me u go there for Study . Not for something else .
Me : jYeah ! Of coz i'll go there for study . i really want it ! Damn exciting already gonna make new friend . Okay okay i'll promise u mom .

After that , my mom told me to sign some paper . I dont know what in that paper content . Just sign . Dont care . Yeah in this week my friends bout 9 - 10 people already got to go to that school . Its was weird . But i didnt realize yet at that time and still waiting for my TIME to come . The truth is , i didnt get it ! -.- damn . My result not that really bad . Haihhh *sigh , nvm . Its already past . Wish could turn back all the time from the beginning of 2010 . Wish i could ! If i really could , i would turn all back again . I really hope for second chance to go to Vokasional School . I want it damn much ! Dont know y . Guess mybe the subject more easier than account or science class , mybe . People or all the readers , i hope u all can pray for me for my second chance . Its my future , my destiny of life . Insyaallah , all ur pray to me , will return with kindness by ALLAH . TQ soo much .