HAHAHAHA i currently mybe have new nickname . Mek Senyum ! From the first day i came to new school untill now all my classmate confused why i always smile [ :D ] ?? HAHA Its nothing actually but i really like to smile tho . Dunno why . Senyum is sedekah isnt it ? My hobby in class is laugh for 24 hours per day . HAHAHA untill all teachers scared that i might be insane . Will i ? Nvm as long as im happy i dont ever mind that . Sir that teach me in math and oso my tennis coach keep wondering and once ask me ' afifah kenapa kamu ni suka senyum ? jawab salah pun senyum , jawab betul pon senyum . kena marah lagi la senyum ' and i keep smiling to him :DDD TADAA ! HAHA Sir i oso dont know la why . Mybe one day i cant smile anymore thats why i keep smile for now , right ? Smile while u can . I will attent tennis compettion in March . I am really busy for the whole week && month of February .
Just now i saw 1 post in this fb . It really make me felt bad . I didnt mean to disturb ur brother . Siriusly , if u dont like im be friend with him and tough i would like to take advantage on him its okay . After this i will not talk or even say Hello to him . Since that make me wanna cry . Ive stop smiling ): I feel so bad . Life sometimes u have to through happines and sadness day what ever it look like . Haih *sigh . Just finish up all my homeworks . Done . No more and teachers got nothing else to complain bout me if i didnt finish my homeworks . Look ! Ive done :DD *trying soo hard to cheer me up ):
I know im not so- perfect- tho . Plzz stop yelling at me People -.- huhu Im not soo smart . Im not brilliant . Im not clever . Im not genius or something and i dont have a cute , lovely , adorable pretty face . Im not rich . The conclusion is i dont have everything that u think ur perfect dream girl had . I just a simple girl with my simple world . I have to live with it . This is the fact . Nothing can change it . Nobody is perfect . What must i do ? God have decide it . We just take it as challenge . I can see that u all r soo perfect ! Im not making a jokes . This is not funny . YES ! Im telling the truth . I hate my self life . Mybe thats y i dont really like to see people happy . I dont like but i ignore it and continue with my suck life . I oso didnt disturb others happines Yes i am not desprate looking for guys . I just and really want to enjoy my life with my friends for once . Can i ? Hmmmmm.....
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