To my little bro AFIQ KHUSAIRI

I am listening to Heartless by Fray . Its nice song for my mood right now . Im really damn missing my little bro )': He already fly away to MRSM Pengkalan Hulu this morning . This morning was my last [ not actually ]  chat with him while he was had a nice nap for the last day in sweet bed for sure . I told him about something then oso remind him ' Jaga diri bek bek kat sana nanti . Jangan lupa aku kt cni . hehehehe . Kalau da pa pa x leh col mak , col no umah . Nanti aku angkat la klau rajin :D ' *in my deep heart , i was really choked . I know i will miss him soo much ! Then , ive told him a lot of things actually . After that , dya salam me while sleeping ! wtf pya bdk . But nvm . It was his last day at home . So its okay . He know a LOT bout my secret . He is a really gudboy and great little bro . *okay my tears r flowing down . I admit ! I miss him sangat sangat ! Almost every evening he will ride my basikal buruk to meet his friends and played together . Now the bicycle is not b used by anyone anymore . Sometimes we had a fight ! He will won no matter what . Online facebook - ing is not really important for me . But sometimes ill be his bedfellow coz he is totally 100% penakut nk mampoih ! He will play on9 games and bla bla and i will sleep in his bed . I am very nice sis right ?? ngeh3 . I felt so sad right now coz i could not kiss his face for last time before he leave . Thats what make me really sad )': I know im not really gud or what - so - ever , but i love my little bro . He understand me very much . I make a call bout at 11 am . My mom who pick up the fon . I told my mom that i want to spoke to my bro . He say ' HEY ' to me then the line just like FUCK and cut off . I was a little bit disappointed . He went to study . My advise , dear Afiq if u reading , im really miss u . Gudluck in new life journey . Study well dear little bro )': I LOVE U SOO MUCH . Only dead shall separate us . Remember that alwez (: