im not perfect

well yeah , assalamualaikum firstly . second is today I wanna pour my hearts out here . peoples , yes im not mostly perfect . I was born not to be as perfect as you r . ive done a lot + lot of mistake since I was born . I love making new friends . but do they love me ? do you ? not all of you like me and I noe that . im annoying , arrogant , stupid , not well known , not rich , not popular , not some hot stuff or something and I am nothing . thats what each people opinion . to me when im doing something im doing it sincerely . im not expect back anything from you . I am willing to hurt then to see you hurt . I cry on my own shoulder . most everyday I keep thinking if I ever hurt other peoples heart . bcoz sometimes when I do something they were like keep watching what im doing like i am a weirdo , nerdy girl you noe . i hate that . if i most ugly girl then y you keep watching me ? and busybodies with things that I do . shitt . jyeah I am big fat girl , so what ? im fat and I happy with my weight . do you have any problem with my physical appearance ? fuck your self then . what else bout me that people most hate it . errmm , oh yeah ! im ego . definitely yes . no one like me honestly . put ur hands up if u one of them . and YES im not pretty , cute , beautiful like other girls with nice dresses . I am not like one of them . to be honest , I am alone , lonely and shy with myself . i have no excess . ofcoz im not begging for ur sympathy . I just wanna share something truly hidden inside of my heart . next year will be a tough year for me . I want to study hard . focus on the study . make my parents , family and friends proud of me . little tear drops of is flowing (': im going to do the best . pray for my best u guys . love ? not really important anymore . shushi , shushi , shushi ._. damn hate hear and think bout it . boys is ruin my life . thumbs up please . readers* do I have one ? HAHA well no mybe . if yes then thank you (: this is my top secret . keep it safe okay ? till then .

with the broken english ,

hahaha damn me !